4pm
I wake up feeling great. Went to the gym. Had a great session.
After breakfast, I felt amazing. I did some applications for graduate roles. Ate, yet again. I feel fine.
4pm came along. A spell came over me. I felt unmotivated, frazzled and just too overwhelmed to do anything. This has been a constant feeling and I don't know why. Usually reading would calm me down and cheer me up. It's this weird un-satisfaction. In my head, I knew I still had to get things done. I have a report to write. I have things to read. I had to apply to all the graduate roles humanly possible. Time is running out for fcks sake.
I don't know the point of writing this, maybe its to keep myself accountable.
What needs to get done:
1. Fitness Course Cert 4 Log book, that bloody thing is so long
2. I would really want to write to Vanguard Investments and tell them how much I want to work for them.
3. Maybe try, "try", Goldman Sachs
4. What the heck is DRAM. And what's the DRAMa around it. Samsung, Micron (MU) and Dicker Data (DDR:AX)
5. I would really want to understand how stock prices work. I know the fundamentals of the invincible hand, but the actual system. If one investor would like to buy a stock at $1 but its currently at $1.05, what are the mechanics that it would move to $1. If someone sells loads of it, enough to dilute the market, how does that change the price? I know that sound really daft but, it has been on my mind.
After writing these 5 things down. I actually feel much better. (sort of knew this would work)
Much Love
L
After breakfast, I felt amazing. I did some applications for graduate roles. Ate, yet again. I feel fine.
4pm came along. A spell came over me. I felt unmotivated, frazzled and just too overwhelmed to do anything. This has been a constant feeling and I don't know why. Usually reading would calm me down and cheer me up. It's this weird un-satisfaction. In my head, I knew I still had to get things done. I have a report to write. I have things to read. I had to apply to all the graduate roles humanly possible. Time is running out for fcks sake.
I don't know the point of writing this, maybe its to keep myself accountable.
What needs to get done:
1. Fitness Course Cert 4 Log book, that bloody thing is so long
2. I would really want to write to Vanguard Investments and tell them how much I want to work for them.
3. Maybe try, "try", Goldman Sachs
4. What the heck is DRAM. And what's the DRAMa around it. Samsung, Micron (MU) and Dicker Data (DDR:AX)
5. I would really want to understand how stock prices work. I know the fundamentals of the invincible hand, but the actual system. If one investor would like to buy a stock at $1 but its currently at $1.05, what are the mechanics that it would move to $1. If someone sells loads of it, enough to dilute the market, how does that change the price? I know that sound really daft but, it has been on my mind.
After writing these 5 things down. I actually feel much better. (sort of knew this would work)
Much Love
L
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